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This is my favorite song at the moment... And it seems like I've fallen flat on my face with the Gypsy band Gogol Bordello <333





Pretty much how I've felt my whole life.

Anyway, I haven't posted in a long time because all I have to post is whiny things, not like the ones I've posted aren't whiny, but I mean even more, which is basically unbearable.

I just watched Turtles Can Fly which I HIGHLY recommend (Warning: if you're one of those people that doesn't like to see the horrible things that happen in this world because you want to live in a dream world where there's only happiness and everything is dandy this movie is not for you. Also if you really don't give a crap about anything but yourself or prefer to watch comedy to feel like this world is not so fucked up).




Also Wristcutters: A Love Story it's a very good story.


I only watch extremely good movies btw ;)

I just finished Wuthering Heights and just have The Natural by Malamud left... plus the report cards and my life ending.

I start band camp on Monday..at 8am, for me it's sleeping in since I've had zero period for the past four years...

Giora comes home tomorrow I think but I'm going to an Environmental Club meeting at Crystal's house so hopefully we plan everything successfully. I have to call all the treehuggers to meet.

crap..I have to call them.

ANYWAY, there is ZERO vegetarians in the club and of course no vegans. I'm the only one that really gives a crap, at least it looks like it.

I feel sometimes like I'm the only one in the world that gives a crap...I really need to meet people like me, just 10 months and 2 weeks until I'm out of this craphole called Orange County, CA.

I have to go to the doctor today since my ears have been hurtin since January but since my evil mother hates doctors all she does is criticize me for my horrible nutrition (LIES) and lack of excercise(TRUTH).

Sigh...

I love writing letters to people around the world. WHY? why have I always though? Ever since I remember having even Q. 5.00 (Q = quetzales) I always tried to send letters to my aunts in the United States for Christmas or their birthdays.

I also wrote to the Central American Nickelodeon and got my letter read on tv! I think that was the happiest day of my life.

I won a cow once as well. Yes, quite random but, my mom bought a lottery ticket in my name and I picked the numbers (this is when I was like 4 yo in Guatemala) and I WON A COW! I WAS SOOOO HAPPY! I remember we went to this remote like farm in the jungle and I picked my favorite cow and then we dropped it off at my grandpa's home in a faraway village.

Eventually he sold it cuz he moved -_- I was sooo sad. My cow! it was my freakin cow. I wonder who ended up eating it. Savages.

I stayed in my room for like maybe five hours reading and well I vigilated my cat for the whole time. She was around me THE WHOLE TIME. She's almost never there (My room has a huge glass wall that opens to the little garden in front my mom has) and she was like hiding behind the aloe vera and came to visit me like every two seconds and made me feel better about everything.

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