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December 2009 
Hard Decisions.
Posted on Apr 16th, 2009
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Deisy
Deisy
I'm in a very hard position right now, I don't know if to go right or left.
I will be unhappy if I go both ways I know that for sure. But which one is worse? I need to find out.. I have no way to find out. I know which way I WANT, but it's the way that I will be suffering..not the most but a lot.
My jet lag has gotten better but I still slept two hours today. I am awake at almost 1am and I've never done this before. Yesterday I slept 4 hours in the night and the night before just 3.
I'm sleeping my hours during the day.
Tomorrow I have a test for science and I've been studying, global warming is so annoying when you're already doing everything you can in your hands and still hear about people preaching to you.
I just finished a project for AP Civics about the president's duties..tomorrow I must present.
I wonder if my unforgiving nature will betray me one day.
I missed Korea but I think I'm over it. I still miss the food. I want some Korean food.
I need to read one more chapter before going to bed.
ciao.
I can't believe I'm gonna be going to Mount Holyoke...
I just want it to be right now, not in six months.
I will be unhappy if I go both ways I know that for sure. But which one is worse? I need to find out.. I have no way to find out. I know which way I WANT, but it's the way that I will be suffering..not the most but a lot.
My jet lag has gotten better but I still slept two hours today. I am awake at almost 1am and I've never done this before. Yesterday I slept 4 hours in the night and the night before just 3.
I'm sleeping my hours during the day.
Tomorrow I have a test for science and I've been studying, global warming is so annoying when you're already doing everything you can in your hands and still hear about people preaching to you.
I just finished a project for AP Civics about the president's duties..tomorrow I must present.
I wonder if my unforgiving nature will betray me one day.
I missed Korea but I think I'm over it. I still miss the food. I want some Korean food.
I need to read one more chapter before going to bed.
ciao.
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I can't believe I'm gonna be going to Mount Holyoke...
I just want it to be right now, not in six months.
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Hey Deisy - what's the hard decision? No matter which whether you go left or right, once you have made your decision try to make the best of it. It might seem impossible at first but eventually something good might come out of it. And I personally usually trust my gut feeling more than rationale when I have to make decision (a mixture of both don't hurt though).
And yay, Korean food is yummy. What's your fave? Actually, I only appetizers come to mind when rememberung Korean food as everything else either contains meat ot fish. Did you find anything vegan besides kimchi (my fave)?
And tell us about thee trip already, will you?!
I can say the hard decision now that it's decided for :) It was to either stay at home for six more months (after wishing to leave for so long) and take my family during that time, or go to Israel with my boyfriend during those six months and get completely cut off from everything that my family gives me AND be in Israel where I don't know anybody, without money, and just with my boyfriend's family for six months (since he's in the army most of the time). I decided that I'm gonna go..It's gonna be an adventure that I'm going to take advantage of, and I also want to spend every second I can with Giora, I love him and I don't want to be away from him any longer. I'm flying straight to Boston from Israel in January, and I'm leaving to Israel with Giora on June 18th, the day after graduation :D
My favorite Korea food is this red soup that has these DELICIOUS enoki mushrooms in it and it's spicy (don't like spicy but this is so good!) and it has thick noodles :) I don't know what it's called but when I ate it I couldn't STOP!!! it was so addicting and my mouth was on fire but it was boiling in front of me and it was so damn good.
Thanks for the comment Jenny, it's always so nice to hear from you! :)