I must share with you imporant news from around the world. This one is
actually from my own backyard, Arizona, this Liberian 8 year old was
gang raped by boys ages 9-14..yes...those little bastards learn from a
young age. Her parents actually disowned her, and in Liberia rape is
like getting a scrape on the knee because men have completely taken
over women's bodies, it's not news to me since they have taken over women all over the world.



Right now 70-80% of women in Liberia have been raped, remember
Liberia has been in war for a big while, and men like to use rape as a
weapon of war, just like it's happening in the Congo, how it happened
in Rwanda, etc etc



Right now Africa is like rape land..well, actually the whole world is
like rape land, so Africa is like rape central. Asia is prostitution
land, and child porn land, and child prostitution land, and guess who
pays for it? Awww, yes, you guessed right! The American male... more
than 70% of sex tourism is done by..YES! you guessed again, the
American male.



Is it an illness or where they just born to destroy women? How can we solve this problem do you ask? Well just teach your boys to respect women dammit.




I know that I haven't written in a while, and there's so much going on, but it's really really private stuff.

I'm not going to Mount Holyoke until January, so I have six months to do whatever I want..I will never have this again so I'm gonna take advantage of it.

I will go tomorrow (Monday) to get an assessment so I can start some classes at the community college, and try to find a job as well.

My plan is this: Go to Mount Holyoke in January, meet my new moho friends and become an official college woman! Then in May fly to Israel and be with my other half until September when school starts again :)

I'm planning to study abroad, which almost all mohos do, and we are required to know a second language (for me it would be a third) so I'm deciding between French and Italian...I already know that I have to know Hebrew for sure so I'm gonna take the level 1 Hebrew they offer. (Hebrew obviously because my other half is Israeli and I have to learn Hebrew :) )

He's doing really well with Spanish btw

I've been watching tons of movies through netflix but nothing that I could call one of my favorites...

I watched Walk on Water with the actor from Hatuna Meuheret, Late Marriage. I LOOOVE Ronit Elkabetz though, she's my favorite actress and role model, such a strong female, such a good feminist role model, she was in Late Marriage and Or, which I recommend to you all.

I can't wait until I can actually work towards getting sex solicitors behind bars, 80% of women in prostitution and in porn have been sexually abused as children..no normal person would ever do that kind of stuff, and the disgusting pigs we call males take advantage of every little thing they can, assholes.

Oh yeah also I smoked Hookah for the first time with one of my best friends. And yesterday I went to Hollywood and came back at 4am, then slept over at Sarah's house and then went home finally around 8pm :P We watched 500 Days of Summer and it was really good, the film was actually decent, then we went to eat until around 3am with one of her male friend, which I don't like, ugh.

My cross stitching is coming along real well, I'll take a good picture once I actually want to lol...

SHIT! I have to water the plants at the community garden, shiz, I almost forgot. Toodles!

I had another one today, not fun, this one was probably one of the worst, I almost had to go to the hospital but managed to convince them that I really didn't want to.

The lithium seems to not be working properly but then again it takes around a month to really kick in.

The lorazepam works a little, but I can still fight around the relaxation to be bad.

I doubled the dose by myself for two days and I know, it's super bad, so I ended up getting a horrible headache and having to miss work, puking all over at night. I stopped that and didn't want to take it anymore but today I had to, but my feelings were so bad that I went around the relaxed state again,


Oh yeah, I got hired by Golden Spoon and I love the manager and the owner, they're the kindest women ever. That's another thing, I'm glad I'll be working with all women..such a blessing.

So my jaw has been locked for 2 days and it's SO ANNOYING. I can't even eat properly so I'm gonna go to the dentist on Monday so that they can give me a shot and make me normal again.

Also my WISDOM TEETH are coming in!! So I'm gonna see if I can get them removed...I'm gonna be the next one with huge cheeks in the line of teens who have gotten them removed from my friends :P Good thing my bunnzly hasn't got them yet, I hope they never come in for him.

Some family friends are coming over from Los Angeles today so my mom was cleaning like crazy loool, it's funny how it's every person in this world that cleans their house crazily when they have guests over.

Giora is in his base right now so he's not home but we talked this morning :D So I'm happy. We talk about every morning but we're always texting through ICQ So it's wonderful.

I'm reading The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down (I know..still! but I have been cross stitching and watching movies and working so it's taken a while) and right now it's at a point that explains the tragic journey of the Hmong from Laos to Thailand to refugee camps in the 70's. Just confirms that the world is truly horrible. Blech.

Working at Golden Spoon has been WONDERFUL! just plain wonderful. Serving yogurt is so much better than being a busser at Disneyland and working in the sun all day, also in parking at the OC Fair. I LOVE this job.

I'm still trying to find a second one though. I was supposed to go for an interview to Staples but I refused since it's far away and in the opposite direction of Golden Spoon.

Okay I'm gonna go clean the kitchen some more and see the family friends after like 3 years. I'm so excited :)

Toodles!

Don't ask (it's forbidden to know) what final fate the gods have, what end the gods will give me or you, Leuconoe. Don't play with Babylonian fortune-telling either. It is better to endure whatever will be.Whether Jupiter has allotted to you many more winters or this final one which even now wears out the Tyrrhenian sea on the rocks placed opposite — be smart, drink your wine. Scale back your long hopes to a short period. While we speak, envious time will have {already} fled. Seize the day and place no trust in tomorrow.

- Horace Odes

I need to stop worrying about the future so much because I'm slowly ruining it by forgetting about the present.

My jaw is still locked, but I'm waiting 7 days until I really go to the dentist. I just ate half a watermelon and I feel good :)

I hung out with Highlong, Jonathan, John and Peter yesterday and had SO much fun! We watched District 9 *not something I would usually watch* and ate at an Arab restaurant after. I had just slept over at Maneja's the night before and I forgot Coraline at her house, hopefully I get it back soon so I can watch it for the 5th time :P I really like Coraline.